Observation

I am watching myself. Like an observer hovering over some experiment with a clipboard and pen at the ready. Did I go too far? Did I tip that scale where stable elements suddenly lose all stability and head towards escape and chaos? I am waiting to see how this will affect me. Too far in one direction and I know I will need to pull back, alter a few elements. No change? Then we will proceed. Although most likely with trepidation. One probably should not experiment with the heart or mind, but I will stand here with my clipboard and wait for the results.